Saturday, November 10, 2012

Ammoniac/Dragon


How about a dollar? Or the every pine needle I’ve ever smelled as they stood in front of that winter wind that couldn’t stop and said, “Have you ever considered grace?”
They held the Bible ‘top their heads: an ancient mothball shield. They shook and though of still the slivers in the wool and November chill that let the men and child atop its back. (flying north)
It took then like a dragon; oriental snow draped like ammoniac freeze steam from the dots: a base.

It’s back was wave – the snow cried to it’s blizzard belly, so many men; so many movement’s waste.
The grey – heaven high; Earth below, the grey the snow. The reverend stood atop the fluid beast, “The Lord. The Valley of Death is small. Is many in all the clock. This place.
How about a dollar? Or the every pine needle I’ve ever smelled as they stood in front of that winter wind that couldn’t stop.” And said, “Have you ever considered grace?”

He was just a boy. They died. A dad and boy awoke in sheets of snow. Their suits were wool. They walked into the woods. There was a girl, a monster and a tree: they smell a trace.
The melt! A second passed. No more. A freezing bus that takes a boy away, back to the North, a cottage window deep into the snow, radio: screaming of a frozen pack.
It took then like a dragon; oriental snow draped like ammoniac freeze steam from the dots: a base.

Thick ones barreled through the trees; deeper, fists and clubs laced with a blood. Smashed glass never really leaves your hair, and baths with only loose the muscles in your seizing mace.
The masks and metal eyes, the hair chopped in a bowl, the little boy. His eyes and paper lips into the only spring that’s blessed, the birthday party shouts, the sun at ten o’ clock. Their back:
How about a dollar? Or the every pine needle I’ve ever smelled as they stood in front of the winter wind that couldn’t stop and said, “Have you ever considered grace?”

How about the bears that dance; the ochre paints and brush the strokes that flicker thick and drip too high? Moving speed; slow his thoughts weigh thick his shoulders shaking like the drawing finger ace.
The Pinto moving in a circle right towards the line of sky the road becomes so fast so twitch so rapid shaking that the rock itself takes to the air and all the wheels detach
It took then like a dragon; oriental snow draped like ammoniac freeze steam from the dots: a base.

A hundred million pinpricks on the chest to boil to roll to watch the freezing wood burn to the ground: to let the human face give the grace and give the pace.
But after all the single placed (the momentary states that don’t and won’t exist) the moan and low paced notes swing low and clear resound into my couch and hack
How about a dollar? Or the every pine needle I’ve ever smelled as they stood in front of that winter wind that couldn’t stop and said, “Have you ever considered grace?”
It took then like a dragon; oriental snow draped like ammoniac freeze steam from the dots: a base.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

There Are Just Some Places a Rag Won't Reach

I try too much, my dear to shove it down
my throat and in my back but you
dance to my sadist inside of me the frown
its for my eyes you've lost my view
you can't be thrown by my loss of your gaze
I'm chasing mistresses below your neck
my eyes my gut my fist all match the haze
I can't decide whether I wish a check
on scrubbing blood from in between the gaps
of tile floor or brushing hair with one
hand and same is patching up the pants and traps
walking away with sin that finally makes a ton
you really should have hidden what was yours
cause now the fuzz will have to scrub the floor

Aaron Pittman on the End of The World and Being the Last Person Alive

I'm sitting here
watching pornos
I should probably go eat
like some of that cereal I found
beneath the flipped car
no it's most likely radioactive

I'm not even wearing a shirt
anywhere else they'd laugh
my coke bottle glasses rung with dirt
and my beard screams of World of Warcraft.
they burnt all the damn toilet paper.

this is a pretty big highway
that's a pretty nice Mercedes
I'm glad THAT ONE died

My shoes are getting worn from all this wandering
good thing I can trade them out for a pair anywhere
there's only a hand full of guys with my shoe size
that's what's scary

On Tyler Allred at Family Barbecues

Forsooth my ass
dreaming quietly about the lipid lipid of my family
and TV

auhchch
I choke on smokey meat in love that doesn't really exist
or that erupts from my mouth from my mother
how evanescent that little display
this September air isn't cold enough
I dance with llamas
if I didn't I would leave.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Sugar


The snow a deep sugar up to the knots that watch the low lying
Past he straps the rapid rhythm and pulls his lip a black tire
Rubber black and lopes through the cynic contrast the cynic contrast
The sky knows too well it’s the same as the ground and the wind
Sings so high that it’s crying with the untrimmed hair
His paws his paws soft to jump to his teeth
Something like a centrifuge left to die and become the mountains
And so white it makes the aspens colder and colder
The    grey    wolf sleeping half like a dead one and more like
Just lying there
A stuck one with an open belly an open belly that’s filled
It’s so        quiet
The barrel swimming in water and dusky red leftovers
Hanging open from the legs
He’s done
The 16 or 32 wheels flat
Moping over and over the trees     till his bed is found and
He can roll back and forth
Grey over blue over the white
The first one finds him not an ounce of surprise in his face
And too quickly does he step on the head
Not even a torn muscle for the hopper the runner the fortunate
Roaring like a butcher knife through the steel and the steel too hot
Find the corpse melting into surprise and
For and for to the left to find his den
Back to the sonnet step

1927


Torn around the waist
The lipstick looking frightened
The branches tearing at your shoulders
Looking like a monster from 1927
The stomach for stomach stomach skin the air

Reach your arm out
Maybe wind will swim like leaning lovers
Or snatch away your dance

Don’t run too fast
You might get away from the dozen
Courting fangs

Hello there
The dust upon my suit coat
Imagines
The heat you caused reaching
For my hand a million miles away
Like never
The eye glancing at my
Melting shoes
Like forever
Never running faster toward the
Devil and the air

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Banister Songs


The carpet burns my back
The drunkest hours
It’s a thick rain dark
The moans from the voice
The song that’s in the back
It’s a soft melody
And it hasn’t been real for hours
Your hair on my shoulder
I can’t look

I’ve never seen a dance
I’ve never know what it
Was to trace a
Lips
An eye and find it’s
Hand

The pass of the hot air balloon
Gripped tight in my hand
In the middle of the forest
In the middle of the night
As the light fights the tree line
In the middle of the night
And I feel the book

I can feel the white paint watching us
Reflecting the
Pouring
Rain blue and grey and black
This is a lonely place
Feeling the tips of wet flowers
You were just a girl
Whose throat was full
And forgot her manners

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Yellow Plastic Boat


A low violin
From a resignation that
Universally captivates
Its moans and shakes move the
Dusty dark of the night and the
Silhouette of the soft descending mountain
Fighting a light pollution
Mirroring chemical lakes that dance with
The poisoned clouds
One tied and the other
Stupid and corporate

And a child’s
Yellow plastic toy boat
That keeps bleach out as it moves
From shore
Where the sandy blonde boy
With cloudy eyes that match the boat
Sits and knows
He’s not going to see the boat
For a long long time

Maybe as a man when
He’s done shredding his
Confidentials
He’ll find it
In a gutter like him
And it will be a dilapidated mutated
Mess
And he’ll cry a little and
Shred it too

And then we will
All turn to our pens
And write on thrice used paper
From young blood trees
Like us

                                   (written 1/7/2012)

Like I'm Drunk


I look north
And the music flows
Like the liquor
On fire
In the night with clouds
It’s orange
That reflects the mountain cities light
And it snows
The music brings my feeling
Of sweet bitter
I love it
Oh I love it
The same that brings revolutions started
With bandannas
And a bottle
And a flaming bottle with
A rag from life’s times
The same that lets me muse
On thoughts of love and
Lets me pretend that the still
Soft snow that falls
Will always be there
And I pretend I’m drunk
That I am a poor soul
That can cry because I’ve earned it
I pretend I will become drastic
And with a trigger
Or noose
Or drug
I will let the snow hold my still
And tear stained decision
Beneath and abused old tree

                                            (written 11/18/2011)

Maybe I’ll sit where you told me to
Maybe the grass will hold my
Back
The shirt stretched thin high
Maybe you’ll kiss him
His pulled cheeks
Maybe I’ll see the bobbing
Shoulder
Maybe you’ll moan
Maybe his face with
Cold leper
Maybe I’ll freeze to death



Maybe the milk haze
Washes away from my
Eye
And the smell of gasoline
Cut grass
And the sound of God in my head
Will be fresh
 Maybe I'll kill myself



Maybe the thin bar
of a sunset in the north
in the middle of the night
on the mountain 



will back the slow sound
of a gentle metal 
in the middle of the night
in the middle of red paint
and the glowing city lights
the spinning valley 
maybe you'll kiss me

maybe I'll freeze to death

Faceless Gusts


A beau
Beautiful, pale face
In a dress that is just like
Snow
Except rarer
Thinner and with the wind
As it turns with your hips and
The faceless gusts catch
And your eyes flicker up at
Me but I can’t avoid your gaze
Your hair is a soft brown
Cream like your dress
They match your eyes
And the trees
There perfectly sour fruit that
Hangs in a deep red
And you have no shoes
This is a place where the long grass
Is soft and the wind rolls in it
And breathes in it.


                              (written 11/17/2011)

In as voice much like my mother's


In as voice much like my mother’s
You kissed my ears and they bled and healed in
An instant
And you seemed surprised at my tears as if
Your voice
Had never shaken anyone so deep
But I cried and cried
And the tears were so
Many colors it made me
Run until
It was winter and I didn’t know where I was
Some where you were close
But not close enough you
Heard the shakes
It was close enough
And the sparkle of lights
In the windows I
Pass
They seem to wonder idly
Why I don’t seem as content
As some full bellied child with gifts in their hands
But they don’t know how full my
Mind
Is
Thinking of your warms spins
Touched smile
And eyes I can’t ever remember
In your spring clothes
Whatever the case
You seem to pull beauty and
Flow
I just frown and ruffle my hands in
My jacket pocket to the
tune of nerves
because you shouldn’t have to deal with things like this
but I can’t help it because I’m not selfless enough to give up
Because God told me not to
God told me not to

                                                            (written 1/8/2012)